Interview with a porn star

An interview on 2ch with an anonymous ex-porn star. This interview took
place on a forum entitled "I’m an ex-AV actress, any questions?"

My stage name and works are a secret, but I’ll answer any
other questions.

Name, age, hometown, a pic of your face.
If I give you that, my life, already over at the best of times,
will be even more over. Give me a break?

How did your friends react?
Variously. Some people didn’t care and went on being friends,
but others were busy spreading rumours. One guy had all my DVDs,
I was a rather perturbed by that.

Prove you’re not a fake and up a pic of your legs.
After retiring I spent years as a hikikomori NEET, so I look pretty different.
So my legs are now just “pizza.” By the way, I was 18-19 when I was performing.

Did it feel good?
That really depends on the actor. Sometime you come normally,
other times you need to act it up. The notion that “porn actors = good” is
nothing more than a fiction. I reckon the old guys on set are more skilled. Also,
women who are having a good time really don’t start squealing “an-an” like in an AV.

How much did you get paid?
I was getting about ¥500,000 per AV. However, it changes a bit depending on the
content. A shoot for a magazine would be a few tens of thousand of yen. Some people
appearing in the films were actually intent on building connections – for an unsocial type
like me it was really a living hell.

You were in it for the money?
Of course that was a big part, but at the time I was interested in the trade. I love the
sensual world. Like an oiran [courtesan] from the Edo period.

Why did you give it up? What are you doing now?
Putting it simply, the agency wanted me to do more self-promotion and it soon
became unpleasant for me because of that. I was a minor then [under 20] so I quit
on the basis that “adults are really scary.”

At the moment I am employed in guarding my dwelling.

What did your parents think?
Oh, there’s no way they’d know. But maybe they’d suspect… but they have never
said anything.

So you’re a hikikomori NEET. But what about other jobs back then – wouldn’t
the wages seem pathetically low?
When I was doing the AVs I was also working part time at a shop at night, so I don’t
think it matters.

People’s sense of money varies from person to person. If it was a job with easy
interpersonal relations even 600 an hour would be fine, I think. But that’s just what I think.

You don’t seem to regret working in the world of AV. So as a security guard for
your own residence are you still surviving on what you made then?

Was there a film you made which you have particular confidence in?
No, I do regret it. At one point I regretted it so much I became a wreck. But no matter
how much you regret something it doesn’t change the present. Maybe now I feel half regret,
half a sense that it was the right thing to so. Maybe that’s just me rationalising it, or maybe
I do feel that way, I don’t know.

There is one I have real confidence in. Even I was like “Who is this, she’s so kawaiiiiiiii,”
the makeup and lighting was fantastic.

Did you tell your friends you were doing it? The guy with the DVDs, did he notice from watching them?
I was on all these magazines so I guess they saw it there. I was a bitch from the start so
people probably weren’t exactly shocked, it was more like “if it’s her it’s no surprise she’s
doing it.”

Why are you working as a home security guard? [this is a popular 2ch euphemism
for "NEET"] Aren’t there things you’d like to do?
The reason I’m guarding is because human relationships are a real problem for me. Now I
study a bit in my masses of spare time, even though I never studied at university.

There’s not really anything I’d like to do. I’m more hoping for the world to end quickly.

Sorry about this one – you know the electro-massager AV stuff around? Is that
really pleasurable? Isn’t it too intense and just painful?
No, it’s fine, I like this kind of gross dirty stuff. It depends on the person. Some hate them,
some love them.

I’m the latter group. I bought one and it’s pretty amazing, I come in 0.5 seconds just touching
it to myself.

Did you ever eat excrement or have sex with animals?
I have never done either. I tried hard to become a hentai of that level but in the end
it was no good.

I feel guilty receiving fellatio if I don’t return the favour with cunnilingus…
I think any girl would be happy about that. It’s proof you’re thinking of the woman,
isn’t it? If you don’t like it you’d better try hard to please with your shaft.

Do big penises feel better? Are they all the same after a certain size and hardness?
I’m losing pretty badly to those actors in this respect…
Big sizes do feel better than mini-sizes, you know.

But this varies from person to person. Some even like them long and narrow, others short
and stout.

Also there is the matter of physical compatibility, where the size just doesn’t matter –
like a key fitting in a keyhole.

And more important than that is hardness – hardness really matters.

Can you tell if an actress is faking it in a porn movie? Any tricks which help?
If they’re going at it saying “an-an” all the time you can bet they are acting only.
Nasal heavy breathing si another sign. Anything nasal really.

Put frankly 80% of it is purely fake.

How old are you now then?
I’m eternally 17 – it’s too embarrassing to say otherwise.

When was your first time?
13, in the winter. The guy was 9 years older. Now that I think of it, he was a
lolicon wasn’t he?

How did you end up with him?
We were drinking with friends and he hit on me, and we got to know each other much better.
I was a bitch from the start.

I’m small, have phimosis and suffer from premature ejaculation. Upload pics
of your boobs.
Sex isn’t all there is to life. And upload your own damn breasts first.

Note:. "I" did not edit this interview with any of my "magic" words. It was purely from
the web, nuff said!


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